A Mayfly Records Spotlight Interview (#1)

Tom Parsons; aka Arwr Neb

In the next few days, Mayfly Records will be pointing a well deserved spotlight on its roster’s esteemed talents. In WordPress form.  *cough* 

We start with an interview conducted with Tom Parsons, who has gone under the guise of Arwr Neb these past few years. The last year of it has seen a remarkable output of subversive materials by the artist. Not in quantity, mind you – but in sheer quality.

He is an artist that not only encourages the listener to laugh out loud, but also to pause and think. It’s challenging enough to find a genuinely good person, but when they’re also a talented sound designer with a purposeful vision, it’s an irresistible combination.

Tom Parsons is that good person. 

Q: Tell us a little about yourself. 

AN: I grew up in Minneapolis, Minnesota, the youngest of three kids. I think I was always struggling between acceptance as part of the crowd and shining a light on my own uniqueness.

What are some of the things that have shaped you? 

I started playing music at a fairly young age – starting with piano lessons at the age of six and continuing them throughout my youth until my final year of high school. I also played trumpet in the grade school band and played the bagpipes, competing in solo and band competitions throughout North America. 

I also believe I’ve been shaped by my experiences of living abroad in Asia and in Europe. Getting out of Minneapolis to go to college in Upstate New York really broadened my horizons and gave me a lot of confidence in establishing myself in the world.

What are some of the things that you are most proud of? 

I’m probably most proud of the friendships I’ve cultivated, the knowledge of language and culture that I’ve explored, and the knowledge that has helped me broaden my horizons.

Who are some of your favorite artists? 

I have a pretty broad taste in music. From a young age, I was very taken with classical music, particularly Beethoven and Mozart. That interest blossomed into broader and deeper tastes in the Romantic and Modernist composers, namely Rachmaninoff, Tchaikovsky, and Saint-Saëns. 

As a teenager, I followed mostly pop groups that were mainstream until a friend of mine in eight grade introduced me to such wonders as Devo, Iggy Pop, Talking Heads, The Cure, James Chance (and his various permutations) Kraftwerk (which really stuck with me when I started doing electronic music) and ska bands, such as The Specials and Madness. That’s when the subversiveness in my musical tastes really took root. I’ve been exploring the weird, wacky, wonderful stuff since then.

These days, some of my favorite artists are Four Tet, Super Furry Animals, Datblygu, and Gwenno, and many too many others to name. I just can’t box myself into who is my favorite.

What is your favorite book? 

My favorite book is Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. He is hands down my favorite author.

Is happiness the main gauge of Life? 

Happiness is a spectrum as far as I’m concerned. It’s not the be all and end all of satisfaction with life, but a pretty good gauge of how well you’re enjoying it. That said, I think it’s important to know what makes you happy in life and not rely on what others tell you it should be, namely a good job, status, etc. When I’m listening to and playing music, I’m at my happiest.

The MindbENdeRs (MR S 07): Neb’s latest

When was it that you decided that music and/or sound design was a passion? 

Initially, it was just a way of me working on music without the need to play in a band. I then started working with Ableton and needed some more formal training. I took a few classes and really enjoyed it. 

Is it a passion? 

Yes, very much so! 

Why

After realizing what sounds I could create, I became enchanted with synthesis and sound design. A whole new world opened up to me and I feel like I can’t go back to the rigidity of pop music.

Profile Diethrol (Uncommon Experience)

What is it that you are trying to get across to the listeners you manage to snare?  

Initially, my focus was to promote the Welsh language in electronic music, and I still aim to do that, but now I’m trying to create sound environments that shake people out of their reliance on traditional formulas of how music is experienced. Whether that makes them uncomfortable or not, but ultimately to make them think about sound in a new way.

What have been your artistic highlights? 

I thought creating my first EP was quite a highlight, but after working on collaborations with such inspiration and talented artists like Bärkər, Subtlety, and Feminoise that has been the greatest highlight so far in my short electronic musical career. 

Amygdala (2024)

Many claim that we do this for ourselves – but if that were truly the case, we’d all pull an Emily Dickinson and keep the work to ourselves:

From where have you gained the confidence to put yourself out there (musically or otherwise)? 

I have developed a close-knit group of supporters, both old friends and new, who have really shown great support to my strange musical endeavors. I never expected to have this much support and am truly grateful for those that have shown an interest in my rantings via sound design.

This is a question inspired by Deb LeMotta’s interviews: If you could go back and give your younger self a piece of needed advice, what would it be?  

I would absolutely tell my younger self to express myself with more passion and less fear of being accepted by polite society. The interesting people are the ones that really matter in this existence.

Tom Parsons – Arwr Neb

Thank you for reading. You can also find the works of Arwr Neb on the Mayfly Records Bandcamp page. There you can find the various collaborative efforts that he has enriched – Uned Drydan’s C3: C4: Energy, Bärkər & Arwr Neb’s Subversions, and the Mayfly Radio compilation.

Power to the Imagination. 

Mayfly Radio, Volume One

… (and only).

Early last summer (2024), I was asked by acclaimed Emo-Gazey pop artist Feminoise to collaborate on a project that would become Dystopian Communications. To this day, I consider that single to be one of my highest of achievements. Her asking me to collaborate was a blessing, as it opened the doors to so much that would follow; other collaborations, a wider exposure, the confidence to continue doing what I’ve been doing, AND the outline for an ambitious project left in its wake.

Dystopian Comms Dub (the B Side)

© All Rights (P)Reserved – 2024, Qiot Grrrl Records

When seeking inspiration for the lyrics she would pen, Feminoise asked me for a concept. That concept, a lonely and isolated person culture jamming a pirated radio broadcast in effort to communicate with others, would eventually evolve into Mayfly Radio, Volume One.

Thanks, Mel!

I would continue chasing down that idea with ‘A Dystopian Broadcast’, a radio-waved sound collage, off my ‘Don’t Cry Upon Arrival’ EP.

A Dystopian Broadcast

But the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to go all-in on the concept. What if I actually put a radio program together? Or at least something that could pass for one. What if it was ‘call-in’ based, like the programs I remember listening to as a child? What if I masked a compilation album as a radio drama and vice versa?

Maybe…

Maybe I could convince the talents that I most respect from the independent music scene to contribute songs? Without songs, there could be no pseudo radio program. I was lucky enough to have been provided original pieces by Feminoise, neuroshock, Lost Cause Industry, House of Warwick, and Histheory. I was also granted permission (hand shake licensing? GASP!) to use previously released works by Subtlety (and myself), Arwr Neb, Betrav Kolektiv, Plains Desperate Symphony, Czña, and Ghost of Rucker.

And maybe I could convince some of the best voices of the independent arts scene to record ‘call-ins’ to the station? Without people calling in to cement the central themes, there was no point to any of this. I was very lucky to have received spoken word contributions from Entropy in Motion, Plains Desperate Symphony (3x), GAB, Arcane Synthetic, Subtlety, Deb LaMotta, Lost Cause Industry, Arwr Neb, and Montgomery Van.

Mayfly Radio Volume One (and only)  is the result; a one hour, forty four minute broadcast that tells as many stories as the listener is willing to hear. Or willing to bear. Whichever works for you.

Mayfly Radio is the crown jewel of this Bärkər experiment, yet ‘Bärkər’ doesn’t exist anywhere on it. That is not only fitting, but prophetic.

For anyone that might be interested, here is a PDF itinerary for the broadcast (included with purchase on Bandcamp):  Mayfly Radio Itinerary

There once was a woman named Linda…

… Linda Sharpe.

For just over two years I was the sound designer, dialogue looper, mix guy, and chief conceptualist in an outfit called the Linda Sharpe Trio. I worked with an excellent musician who did the majority of synth and rhythm work, which I always felt resulted in the extraordinary. It eventually fell apart to the point I was told to cancel the distribution account being used. This, of course, wiped all material off – I believe – all streaming platforms. Rats.

Linda Sharpe Trio (no ‘the’) is still around doing its thing. Check it out. I’d link the reader to his output platform, but he’d probably threaten another cease & desist for my efforts. 

But I’ve got the prior goods. And I want to share a couple of them. This outfit could’a been a contender. 

 

Linda’s Suitcase (It’s Her Bag)

Radio and Television (It’s in the Bag)

Nemier: Synthesizers, Sounds
Bärkər: Optical theremin, Shortwave manipulations, Sounds, Dialogue loops

Produced: Nemier & Bärkər
Engineered: Bärkər 
Recorded: Cyclops' Lair - Middleburg Heights, Ohio - 2022

Emeline – an American Tragedy

Lend me your ears, my friends. Spare me short a quarter hour, for I have a soundtrack that is born of righteousness.

David Hoffman, a renowned documentarian, interviewed Nettie Mitchell of Fayette, Maine in 1979. The yarn she spun was pure, unadulterated Americana; gothic, resilient, and far too oftentimes unbearably tragic. An impromptu, warts and all jam between Bärkər and Toxic Nemier in 2022 would serve as foundation to the soundtrack. After some 200+ meticulous edits to match the story being told to the music, the finalized track was rejected by the latter due, I’ve reasoned, to musician’s hubris.

Ambitious, emotional, and unflinching, this particular piece has remained dear to me. The storytelling, combined with the emotional build of the instrumentation, is rather powerful. And the payoff of both is a kick to the shins.

Power to the Imagination.

Emeline 

Music written: Eric Baker / Lee Nemier

Bass Guitar, Effects: Bärkər
Electric Guitar, Effects: Nemier

Conceptualized, Sculpted, Engineered, Produced: Bärkər
Recorded & Mixed: Cyclops' Lair - Middleburg Heights, OH.

© All Rights (P)Reserved, 2024

Publicly Executed in 40 minutes

It is late 1978. I am halfway through my eighth year. My father, taking another step in his spiraling downfall, became involved with a fringe Pentecostal church on the lower west side of Cleveland. He would provide acoustic guitar accompaniment to sermons and hymns during services, and right hand man the preacher throughout the week. I always wondered what the old man got out of the efforts.

I call him ‘old man’, but at the time my father was 27.

It was at these services that I learned the band KISS stood for ‘kids in the service of satan’. Heavy stuff. I also learned that human beings could twist their bodies, their languages, and their minds in a heated celebration of their God. To the left, on any given Sunday, were weeping old women that smelled of licorice. Old men in the back, hooting and hollering their agreements. To the right, younger men and women rolling around on the floor – clawing at themselves, while speaking in tongues.

I was eight.

One Sunday I came in early and noticed stacks upon stacks of Time Magazines littering the first row of pews. This Time Magazine…

The sermon that day, as it often tended, warned of the upcoming Christian decimation that was going to take place prior to THE RAPTURE (always capitalized). This terrible incident at Jonestown, the preacher raged, was proof of God’s plan in action. “If the People’s Temple could be destroyed, so shall us all”.

It was at this point a small part of my soul disintegrated.

My father just stood there, playing his guitar. I have been suspicious of musicians and the fervent ever since.

Two years later, and thanks to some fringe radio program, the old man got his hands on a copy of the infamous ‘Jonestown death tape’. His obsession with the subject was reaching fever pitch. Thinking I was asleep, he would play those recordings late into the nights. Play > Stop > Rewind > Play > Stop > Rewind.

I’d just lay there, trying my best not to cry.

These are the voices you are about to hear: Jim Jones – Maria Katsaris – Jim McElvane – Jim Jones. These are the voices that orchestrated and justified the deaths of 918 people. These were the voices of evil.

It isn’t just the anti-Christs we need to worry about. It is the fervent that blindly follow that are of much greater concern. 

Publicly Executed (40 Minutes)

Written: Eric Baker / Bradford Manelski
Drums: Brad Manelski
Synthesizers: Bärkər

Conceptualized, Sculpted, Engineered, and Produced: Bärkər 
Recorded at Cyclops’ Lair, Middleburg Heights, OH.

How Golden Is Your Calf? – Mayfly Records 
© All Rights (P)Reserved, 2024

The Past Chambered

… A burial chamber dedicated to one’s Past.

I come here not to praise my former efforts, but to bury them; to dedicate to the past a most damnable end, and to the future, a most cordial of welcomes.

It is not now I first remark, but oft ere this, how unruly a pest is a harsh temper. For instance, thou… hadst thou but patiently endured the will of thy superiors, mightest have remained here in this land and house, but now for thy idle words wilt thou be banished. Thy words are naught to me.

Euripides’ Medea, Jason speaks

– bärkər, ‘the past chambered’, digital collage of various ai manipulations of stock photo, ’24

The Sun’s Ra

What’s it about? A former collaborator once called and relayed to me an experience where two radio frequencies merged on a highway drive. The result was, as suggested ‘like Sun Ra mixed with a radio preacher’. I knew then that was the experimental path that I wanted to travel. I said as much. And I followed through.

Years later, I slaved over this piece as gift and homage for the inspiration provided me. And, considering we would eventually partner up in a project called ‘Linda Sharpe Trio’ – the inspiration provided Us. It was a rough cut, but it was a token that I wanted to share with my desperately wanted friend. The former immediately sneered the effort away. Oof. His idea, you see, didn’t include the Little Rascals.

His idea…

… I should’ve known that trouble was on the horizon. Always trust your instincts, friends. Always.

Within this left unfinished rough cut you will find an Our Gang short, Sun Ra’s brilliance, radio waves from Venus, a short-waved evangelical, underlying sound effects, and grave conviction.

Sculpted, Engineered, and Produced by: Bärkər

Conceptualized: Toxic Nemier

Recorded at Cyclops’ Lair, Middleburg Heights, OH.

The Past Chambered – Mayfly Records 

© All Rights (P)Reserved, 2024