A Mayfly Records Spotlight Interview (#4)

Benjamin Murray; aka Arcane Synthetic

Mayfly Records continues to shine a well-deserved spotlight on its roster and those associated with it, in some form or another, in WordPress form. *cough*

This is the Big Time… writ very, very small.

Today’s interview is with New Zealand’s own, the enigmatic multipotentialite, Benjamin Murray. Better known as the time traveling reporter on the human condition, Arcane Synthetic

It has been said that a good gimmick can travel miles. But a good gimmick with talent and brains behind it can travel the entirety of the world. The more Benjamin Murray does with this character, the more interesting it gets for the listener. 

And what a treat it is. 

Q: Tell us a little about yourself. 

What are some of the things that have shaped you – as a person and as an artist? 

What are some of the things you are most proud of? 

Benjamin and Nora

AS: My loves and fears. 

I’m most proud of getting engaged to my fiancée, Nora and in turn creating a baby boy together, Félix.

Who are some of your favorite artists? 

In no particular order – Tool, David Bowie, Nine Inch Nails, Atrium Carceri, Mr. Bungle, Chelsea Wolfe, Michael Jackson, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer, Faith No More, Tomahawk, Fantômas, Killing Joke, Drab Majesty, Sisters Of Mercy, The Cure, Melvins, Meshuggah, Kammarheit, The Doors, Pink Floyd, Tom Waits, Radiohead, N E U R O S H O C K, Lost Cause Industry, Plains Desperate Symphony, Bärkər, Entropy In Motion, The Primary Phase Principle, Rojinski, Ghost Orange, Embracing Discomfort… Too many! I could list so many more… 

What is your favorite book? 

I’m a very slow reader so I tend to not read too many books – lately Audible’s helped change that. For the sake of this question, I’ll go with ‘Hamlet’.

“To thine own self be true.”

Is happiness the primary gauge in Life? And if not, what is?

No. Stillness is the primary gauge in life.

When was it that you decided that music and/or sound design was a passion? 

Is it a passion? 

Why?

Hmm… I’ve always been surrounded by music. It’s had an enormous impact on me. However I think I realised it was and always has been a passion of mine the moment I created my first track as Arcane Synthetic, ‘Quieten’ during one of the many COVID lockdowns in 2021.

Acting was a passion I was always aware of and took immediate action on ever since I can remember anything at all. I think I didn’t feel I possessed any real musical talent until the past few years having first introduced Arcane to the world.

Can you explain the time traveling persona to those that might be unfamiliar with it?  

Arcane Synthetic has been sent by his superiors to travel time and report on the human condition. He’s basically a better version of myself in my imagination.

What is it that you are trying to get across to the listeners you manage to snare?  

What have been your artistic highlights?

I want them to think. Challenge their beliefs. Continually work towards bettering themselves. I most of all want them to participate as artists alongside me expressing their consciousness simultaneously through interpretations of my art.

Any single time my audience receives something, anything at all, that’s meaningful from my work.

Many claim that we do this for ourselves – but if that were truly the case, we’d all pull an Emily Dickinson.

From where have you gained the confidence to put yourself out there (musically or otherwise)? 

I’m neurodivergent, queer, basically in more ways than one, “different” – not someone who naturally fits in with the regular. Like many “odd” people growing up in the 90’s I was severely bullied. I’d be lucky not to have the living shit kicked out of me more than once a week throughout the majority of my school years. That’s just the physical aspect, never mind the emotional/verbal bullying that brought it all together quite nicely…

My point is that having endured that level of abuse in my formative years really destroys one’s confidence. It started a knock on effect of codependency and everything that comes with that flavour of vulnerability. It’s been a journey of self actualisation for me. I guess the moment you begin to accept yourself for who you are then you can kind of do anything you want.    

Our societies have become a sports rivalry Writ Large: My Team vs. Your Team; in politics, in theatre, and even in polite conversation. Who or what do you inevitably cheer for? Who or what do you inevitably hiss? 

I cheer on kindness. I hiss cruelty.

This is a question inspired by Deb LeMotta’s interviews: If you could go back and give your younger self a piece of much needed advice, what would it be?

“Trust yourself”. To this day I still struggle to remember that.

The Time Traveler, Arcane Synthetic

Thank you for reading this peek behind the persona that is Arcane Synthetic. As the wise person ages, a foolish poet once wrote, the more they shrug off, “the slings and the arrows from those that must narrow our happinesses one step at a time”. Having said that, our younger selves are justified in enacting revenge on those that have harmed us. Not necessarily with violence, mind you – but through accomplishment.

Benjamin Murray has far surpassed the bullies and the tormenters of his youth. He has found his happiness, he has his muse to chase, and he creates like a motherfucker*. The bullies will have been found to have created nothing, other than blank and spiraling self-worths.

moth*er*fuck*er | ˈməT͟Hərˌfəkər | 

noun North American English vulgar slang 

1 a despicable or very unpleasant person or thing. 

2 ...one that is formidable, remarkable, or impressive in some way

 

Power to the Imagination.

A Mayfly Records Spotlight Interview (#3)

Casey Rucker; aka Ghost of Rucker

Mayfly Records continues in pointing a well deserved spotlight on its roster. In WordPress form.  *cough*

Today’s interview is with the artist formerly known as … DJ Rucker. Yet so very many of us know him better, and have fallen for his most recent of personas, Ghost of Rucker

Pioneering what has become known as the Ghost-Fi genre, Casey Rucker, as an artist in the good ol’ A/V*, is entirely unique. I am willing to bet that you, the reader, has never experienced anything quite like Ghost of Rucker.

  • A/V = Audio Visuals

He has been described (to this writer) as, ‘one of the kindest, most selfless people in the… music scene’. And from what I know of him, I’d find it hard to believe that anyone could challenge that observation. Few, I find, are as supportive and humble. 

His music has been described (by this writer) as a balm. 

balm | bä(l)m something that has a comforting, soothing, or restorative effect: 
the murmur of the water can provide balm for troubled spirits.

I relate an earful of Ghost of Rucker to a meditation session; a time to step back from oneself and reflect upon whatever it is that requires reflection. And in doing so, I come out the better. 

Q: Tell us a little about yourself. 

GOR: Hi! I’m Casey Rucker, 40 years young, living in Rochester, Minnesota. I’ve got two awesome kids and a fantastic better half who keeps me grounded.

What are some of the things that have shaped you? 

When I was five, my family moved from Phoenix, Arizona to Rochester, Minnesota. It was there that I met my very first best friends—Hmong kids who welcomed me into their vibrant culture and family with open arms. That early connection sparked a lifelong appreciation for Asian cultures.

As I grew up, I was fortunate to form close friendships with Japanese, Chinese, Vietnamese, Cambodian, and Laotian peers. Each relationship deepened my respect and love for their traditions, especially Japanese culture, which holds a special place in my heart.

Hmong children

Those experiences have profoundly shaped the person I am today. One of my biggest dreams is to visit Japan and immerse myself in the culture that inspired me from such a young age.

What are some of the things you are most proud of? 

My children are my greatest pride. Watching them grow into thoughtful, intelligent, kind-hearted souls fills me with a quiet joy that words can barely hold. They are becoming the kind of people the world needs more of, and I’m deeply honored to be their father on this journey.

Who are some of your favorite artists? 

My favorite artists span styles and eras, each one shaping the way I see and feel the world. I’m drawn to the raw power of Deftones, Tool, Metallica, Korn, Kittie, and Baby Metal. I admire the experimental edge of Bärkər, Land of the Loops (Alan Sutherland), Subtlety, Multivariate Outliers, and Histheory. The nostalgic vibes of Sublime and American Head Charge still echo in me, while the indie charm of The Drums and Elkland brings a different kind of joy. I’m inspired by Plains Desperate Symphony, Joe Booe, Black Marine, Feminoise, Storm Kingdom, Arwr Neb, Viking1, Mobius Hills, and so many others in the community whose names deserve their own spotlight. I love you all.

As a kid, I was deeply into video game music and movie soundtracks. Those melodies stayed with me. I also have a deep appreciation for traditional Japanese and Chinese music, where every note feels like a quiet journey through history, which are my biggest musical inspirations.

What is your favorite book?

I am torn between “The Tao of Jeet Kune Do” by Bruce Lee and “The Way of The Samurai” by Inazo Nitobe

Is happiness the primary gauge in Life? And if not, what is? 

Definitely. Happiness is not only my own, but also the happiness of those around me. When suffering surrounds you, it becomes part of you. Your own peace cannot fully bloom until others find theirs.

Q: Now as an artist:

When was it that you decided that music and/or sound design was a passion? 

Is it a passion? 

Music is definitely a passion of mine. I’ve been drawn to instruments for as long as I can remember. There was never a time I felt any differently about it. I did shift from playing real instruments to electronic instruments. Mostly because I want to use many instruments in the music I create, and to buy a Sitar or a shamisen is way out of my price range, but VST’s aren’t. Maybe someday if I randomly become weaththy, I will use real traditional instruments. I’ve always wanted to create music, and I’ve always loved it. Life would seriously suck without it.

Why is it your passion?

Music has carried me through some of the darkest and most difficult moments of my life. It speaks a language that everyone understands, and its power is undeniable. Like medicine, it can heal wounds you didn’t know you had. It can lift you, inspire you, and transport you to places beyond imagination. I’ve always wanted to be part of that magic in any way I could.

 "One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain."

- Bob Marley

What is it that you are trying to get across to the listeners you manage to snare?  

My only goal is to create music that helps people feel a little better. The world can feel heavy and sad at times, especially as of late, and I’m trying to offer an escape, even if just for a few minutes, and requires no ticket to ride. I don’t expect anything in return, though I deeply and sincerely appreciate every comment, donation, and friendship that comes my way.

Even if no one listened, I would still keep sharing my music with anyone who might find comfort, hope, or healing in it. That’s what it’s all about.

Many claim that we do this for ourselves – but if that were truly the case, we’d all pull an Emily Dickinson.

From where have you gained the confidence to put yourself out there (musically or otherwise)? 

When I first began my journey as a young and pretty dumb.. DJ Rucker, I only showed close friends, then, with some confidence and a few shots of Captain Morgan, I uploaded four songs to my MySpace page, full of hope, fear of rejection and excitement. The very first comment I received was harsh and discouraging. It shook my confidence, and for a while, I hesitated to share my music again. 

By 2023, I was seriously considering giving up. I felt like no one connected with what I was creating, likely because it had no vision, I was just making weird music with no purpose really, although some songs were ok, only a few liked. When I told my children I was going to stop, they begged me not to stop. They told me my instrumental songs helped them sleep, that it brought them comfort. That moment changed everything.

I decided to reinvent myself. DJ Rucker felt like a chapter that had Died, The artist himself, had died, and so I embraced a new identity, Ghost of Rucker. I shifted genres and went back to my roots of Japanese music and video game music, something that always relaxes me. I created a Facebook page, launched a TikTok, and converted my YouTube and Instagram accounts.

The first song I released under this new name was Dim Sum and Tears. After a few more tracks, someone left a comment that felt like a mini review. I wish I remembered their name, but their words made me feel truly seen. It gave me the push I needed to keep going.

Through this journey, I connected with incredible artists like Bärkər, Plains Desperate Symphony, Histheory, Drew Nold, Lost Cause Industry, Vox & Stix, and Nick Lang, among many more. They welcomed me into a community that has transformed my life in ways I never expected.

This community gave me hope, friendship, and a reason to keep creating. I’ll never forget that.

And there you have it, a deeper insight into the Man behind the Ghost. Thank you for reading. In addition to his own Bandcamp page (*linked above*), you can find the good works (and deeds!) of Ghost of Rucker at his personal website. 

L’Imagination Au Pouvoir. 

A Mayfly Records Spotlight Interview (#2)

Tracey Sutcliffe; aka Subtlety

In the next few days, Mayfly Records will be pointing a well deserved spotlight on its roster’s esteemed talents and associations. In WordPress form.  *cough* 

Beggers can, in fact, be choosers.

We soldier on with an interview conducted with highly regarded singer, songwriter, and pianist, Tracey Sutcliffe. Fans in the know will know her better under the stage name Subtlety. And those same in-the-knows will instantly recognize that voice upon one listen. 

Hailing from the mysterious, poisonous, and all-together dingo eaten Australia, Subtlety burst upon the independent scene with her early ’24 full length album ‘Meant to Be‘. A piano balladeer at heart, she has developed quite the following amongst fans and her fellow artists alike.

But what sets Subtlety apart is her willingness to embrace and further the avant-garde. I mean, check out this brilliant homage to, and bending of the classic girl groups of the Motown era:

Q: Tell us a little about yourself.

What are some of the things that have shaped you?

S: My early years as a child involved living a sort of vagabond lifestyle, where my family never stayed too long in one place. The result was me having to attend 5 different Primary Schools in Western Australia and South Australia before the age of 8 years old. I believe that this may have resulted in myself carrying a level of detachment below the surface to survive, to this very day. I also believe it may have given me the courage to perform on stage later on.

Rosemary EP (MR EP 10)

What are some of the things that you are most proud of?

I participated in high level competitive sports like Tennis and Netball and enjoyed various success in both, representing my schools and clubs in South Australia and Interstate. I am also proud that despite the number of schools I attended, I was able to finish at the required highest level and proceed to further education.

Who are some of your favorite artists?

Popular artists in the charts have always gained my attention. It was only as I got older that I became more discerning with my own tastes and not just what the radio feed was. I always appreciated great songwriting with poignant messages from the Bernie Taupin and Elton John era. The ethereal, progressive Pink Floyd appealed to me intellectually and I got swept away into the New Romantic synth laden genre of the 80’s.

What is your favorite book?

It’s actually a book on Philosophy that I have continuously revisited whenever I have felt that some perspective was needed in any situation that I have had to face. It is from 1968 and it is still worth browsing through.

Is happiness the main gauge of Life?

I suppose being at peace with oneself is the most important and that should bring you happiness.

When was it that you decided that music and/or sound design was a passion? 

Music has always moved me, it’s a release, it gathers your thoughts, makes you feel and see what words sometimes cannot convey. In that respect, it has always been one of my closest friends.

Is it a passion? 

Yes, as important as breathing, melody is always present in the mind. 

Why

I don’t have a choice really, it always draws me in and if I can’t hear it, my mind will search for it. Maybe it’s a comfort that is needed to feel alive.

Broken Skies (w. Ayden Thurso)

What is it that you are trying to get across to the listeners you manage to snare?  

The human spirit to me, is so complex and challenged. I think music may be the only way to truly bring people together in harmony, so by pairing thoughtful lyrics to emotive melodies I hope to provide a welcoming space for the listener to reflect on their own internal spirit and how that may help them navigate the environment around them.

What have been your artistic highlights?

Well, being able to compose and write my first song, felt that I had unlocked a key to a very private box, that only few had opened. Artistically, I can honestly say just being respected by my peers who also compose original music has been so rewarding. Collaborating with others to create art in music brings its own freedom and accomplishment, for which I am eternally thankful for, as it makes me feel like we’ve contributed to the artistic environment we live in. Oh and of course joining the artist roster on Mayfly Records!!

C3: C4: Energy – Back cover (MR LP 05)

Many claim that we do this for ourselves – but if that were truly the case, we’d all pull an Emily Dickinson and keep the work to ourselves:

From where have you gained the confidence to put yourself out there (musically or otherwise)?

It was a bandaid initially that just had to be ripped off. I needed to express myself in a way that was going to relieve the internal emotional pressure that had been building up from just years of participating in life and all the pressures  it accompanied.

Finally, 

This is a question inspired by the interviews conducted by Deb LeMotta: If you could go back and give your younger self a piece of needed advice, what would it be?  

Life is a diary, just keep writing.

Thank you for reading. In addition to her own Bandcamp page (linked above), you can find the works of Subtlety on the Mayfly Records Bandcamp page. There you can find the various collaborative efforts that she has contributed to – Uned Drydan’s C3: C4: Energy, the Mayfly Radio compilation, and her work with Bärkər.

Power to the Imagination. 

A Mayfly Records Spotlight Interview (#1)

Tom Parsons; aka Arwr Neb

In the next few days, Mayfly Records will be pointing a well deserved spotlight on its roster’s esteemed talents. In WordPress form.  *cough* 

We start with an interview conducted with Tom Parsons, who has gone under the guise of Arwr Neb these past few years. The last year of it has seen a remarkable output of subversive materials by the artist. Not in quantity, mind you – but in sheer quality.

He is an artist that not only encourages the listener to laugh out loud, but also to pause and think. It’s challenging enough to find a genuinely good person, but when they’re also a talented sound designer with a purposeful vision, it’s an irresistible combination.

Tom Parsons is that good person. 

Q: Tell us a little about yourself. 

AN: I grew up in Minneapolis, Minnesota, the youngest of three kids. I think I was always struggling between acceptance as part of the crowd and shining a light on my own uniqueness.

What are some of the things that have shaped you? 

I started playing music at a fairly young age – starting with piano lessons at the age of six and continuing them throughout my youth until my final year of high school. I also played trumpet in the grade school band and played the bagpipes, competing in solo and band competitions throughout North America. 

I also believe I’ve been shaped by my experiences of living abroad in Asia and in Europe. Getting out of Minneapolis to go to college in Upstate New York really broadened my horizons and gave me a lot of confidence in establishing myself in the world.

What are some of the things that you are most proud of? 

I’m probably most proud of the friendships I’ve cultivated, the knowledge of language and culture that I’ve explored, and the knowledge that has helped me broaden my horizons.

Who are some of your favorite artists? 

I have a pretty broad taste in music. From a young age, I was very taken with classical music, particularly Beethoven and Mozart. That interest blossomed into broader and deeper tastes in the Romantic and Modernist composers, namely Rachmaninoff, Tchaikovsky, and Saint-Saëns. 

As a teenager, I followed mostly pop groups that were mainstream until a friend of mine in eight grade introduced me to such wonders as Devo, Iggy Pop, Talking Heads, The Cure, James Chance (and his various permutations) Kraftwerk (which really stuck with me when I started doing electronic music) and ska bands, such as The Specials and Madness. That’s when the subversiveness in my musical tastes really took root. I’ve been exploring the weird, wacky, wonderful stuff since then.

These days, some of my favorite artists are Four Tet, Super Furry Animals, Datblygu, and Gwenno, and many too many others to name. I just can’t box myself into who is my favorite.

What is your favorite book? 

My favorite book is Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. He is hands down my favorite author.

Is happiness the main gauge of Life? 

Happiness is a spectrum as far as I’m concerned. It’s not the be all and end all of satisfaction with life, but a pretty good gauge of how well you’re enjoying it. That said, I think it’s important to know what makes you happy in life and not rely on what others tell you it should be, namely a good job, status, etc. When I’m listening to and playing music, I’m at my happiest.

The MindbENdeRs (MR S 07): Neb’s latest

When was it that you decided that music and/or sound design was a passion? 

Initially, it was just a way of me working on music without the need to play in a band. I then started working with Ableton and needed some more formal training. I took a few classes and really enjoyed it. 

Is it a passion? 

Yes, very much so! 

Why

After realizing what sounds I could create, I became enchanted with synthesis and sound design. A whole new world opened up to me and I feel like I can’t go back to the rigidity of pop music.

Profile Diethrol (Uncommon Experience)

What is it that you are trying to get across to the listeners you manage to snare?  

Initially, my focus was to promote the Welsh language in electronic music, and I still aim to do that, but now I’m trying to create sound environments that shake people out of their reliance on traditional formulas of how music is experienced. Whether that makes them uncomfortable or not, but ultimately to make them think about sound in a new way.

What have been your artistic highlights? 

I thought creating my first EP was quite a highlight, but after working on collaborations with such inspiration and talented artists like Bärkər, Subtlety, and Feminoise that has been the greatest highlight so far in my short electronic musical career. 

Amygdala (2024)

Many claim that we do this for ourselves – but if that were truly the case, we’d all pull an Emily Dickinson and keep the work to ourselves:

From where have you gained the confidence to put yourself out there (musically or otherwise)? 

I have developed a close-knit group of supporters, both old friends and new, who have really shown great support to my strange musical endeavors. I never expected to have this much support and am truly grateful for those that have shown an interest in my rantings via sound design.

This is a question inspired by Deb LeMotta’s interviews: If you could go back and give your younger self a piece of needed advice, what would it be?  

I would absolutely tell my younger self to express myself with more passion and less fear of being accepted by polite society. The interesting people are the ones that really matter in this existence.

Tom Parsons – Arwr Neb

Thank you for reading. You can also find the works of Arwr Neb on the Mayfly Records Bandcamp page. There you can find the various collaborative efforts that he has enriched – Uned Drydan’s C3: C4: Energy, Bärkər & Arwr Neb’s Subversions, and the Mayfly Radio compilation.

Power to the Imagination.